Hi Small Talk,
I know you may be asking, “How old is this girl?” Well, I am 20. Young, but not too young. I recently lost my virginity to this guy I just started dating. I only did it because I got tired of holding my virginity. The person I wanted to lose it to decided to get into a relationship. We had so many plans for how it was going to happen. But it never did.
Now, I am no longer a virgin and have no emotion towards it. I am not happy, sad, satisfied, amazed, loved, etc… All I keep thinking about is, “this is it!” Now I wish I could’ve waited. This was pointless. The person I believe would have made it amazing, decided to go and pick someone else. Well, now I wasted a good attribute of mine.
I guess I am more annoyed at the fact that I just didn’t wait for the real deal. The real “love and basketball” moment. Instead, I settled because the man I wanted didn’t want me. Real smart! Virgin ladies out there, whoever is reading this….wait for real love.
What a waste!
Talkers, this is for you to answer!