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Dear Qui Talks: Everyone Is Winning, But Me?

Dear Qui Talks,

As I travel through this crazy journey we call “life,” I find my self questioning my happiness. I stand still and ask, “when will my turn for happiness arrive?” I need a win!

Why are evil people more happier than me? How has everyone that has done me wrong, get happiness, but me? I go to church, I treat people with kindness, and I spread joy and love. However, I am still stuck in the same rut, while everyone around me flourishes. Where does that make sense?

I have read many verses in the bible about remaining faithful and believing. I know there is purpose to the pain but it hurts to see me stuck in the same place as last years. Despite, how hard I have tried to make a change. What am I doing wrong? Has God not found favor in me, yet? What do I have to do to WIN?

Ughhhh…I’ll just keep reminding myself to keep pushing and perceiving because something greater is coming.

“Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds,for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness.And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.” – James 1:2-4

Talkers, how many of you are facing great trials, and everyone around you is winning but you? James 1 is definitely the verse to keep uou going.

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